Seeking For Love Under The Sun: End of Summer

                                           CHAPTER 4: End of Summer              


      It's 10 in the morning. The sound of the splashing waves on an empty beach is just perfect. It was not very sunny today, its just cloudy and windy, just the way I like it. Damien and I took a long walk at the beach together as our last time to be together. His flight to Ohio is at 8 p.m. Of course I'm gonna miss him. But, we can't contact each other after this. It's like one of the rules. I thought rules are meant to be broken? Nah, my friends would laugh at me if I still contact him.

    A quiet and windy day, also sad and kinda gloomy too. We sat at the shore of the beach where the ocean kept kissing the shore no matter how many times it's sent away. He always ask me to move to Ohio too. I can't, but then, yeah, maybe one day, though. I went to his house to help him pack his stuff and clean the house. Before I forgot, yes, he lived alone. Such loner.

    That evening, I sent him to the airport and helped him with his bags. He kissed me goodbye, of course. I went home, lie on my bed and think, what now? I scribbled a piece of paper with Damien's name and my actual asshole crush name, Tom. I prefer Damien though. But ugh, over thinking suck.

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  Hearing my friends laughing at me for missing Damien, annoys me. A lot. I went to Starbucks to actually calm me down. I lied to my friends that I'm going to the toilet, surprisingly, no one wants to follow me there so bingo. As I sat down on the cozy sofa, I dramatically realized that this is the Starbucks where Damien and I accidentally met. Damn it, it is hard to move on.

  Oh shoot, I forgot that tomorrow is prom. I'm now kinda single and no one asked me to go to prom with them yet. I don't have a dress, a partner, oh god I'm not ready yet! Nah, I'll just skip prom, eventhough skipping prom is for losers and I'm sure everyone is going to tease me on my twitter. School is so stressful. School celebrations and events is worse than stressful.

  Ping. I received a text from Tom saying, "y not we go to prom 2gether?" Wow, that escelated quickly. That is not a romantic way of asking but I'm desperate so why not right? And it will make me fall for him and forget Damien, am I right?



THE END.

p/s: i'm actually very very busy with some school stuff so i can't really commit.
p/s: the end. its not really a good end but it left you guys wondering right? (did the airplane crash? did she date tom? did damien come back for her?) there's no sequel or anything, i just want you guys to create your own story in your mind (tbh)
    

Hurt.

You know what does really hurts? When no one understands you. It hurts no matter what you used to make it better. It hurts the way people look at you in a different way. You know what else hurts? When someone underestimated you. It hurts the way someone you don't even know underestimated you. It hurts when no one knows your true ability. You know what hurts even more? When no one even cared about you. It hurts that when you're hurt so bad, no one even knows. Guess what? It hurts when you know the ugly truth of something. It hurts so bad you don't even know what to do! It also hurts when someone you trusted, lied to you. It hurts the way they don't know how much you trusted on them. There's more. It hurts when no one understand your wants. It hurts when you feel like you don't belong somewhere. It hurts when people ignored you. It hurts when someone cheated on you. It hurts when you fall and no one was waiting to catch you down there. It hurts when no one wants to be with you. It hurts when you lost your friends. It hurts when you lost everything. And what is the cure? The cure for all of these. What is it? It is to be with someone who understands you, cared about you, trusted you, loved you, wanted to be with you, catch you when you fell, doesn't ignores you and knows your ability. Who is it? Mother. They understands you in every single way. They know what you feel. They understand your wants. They know it when you're sad. They know how to cheer you up. They basically know everything about you. So always remember to  love your mother. They've done so much that you can't even count. Or maybe you don't even know!


Psst! : Al-fatihah for them who lost their mother :(
By: Alisya